sometimes at the height of my consciousness i suddenly plunge and feel like i'm alone, and really alone, a sole existence in this world... a passing feeling, but scary enough.

chicken grease and the y-axis groove

sigh. now i can really see why people worship hendrix. but i don't wanna turn hippie!

the next few weeks are going to make for a long period of time that's gonna pass too quickly, if that makes sense. i'm still scrambling to memorise my basic shit, i only started on inorganic chem today.. and bio is going to kill me.... this is nuts and i think right now it's already out of my control. some point in time of the previous week i wondered if i'd like to restart my life somewhere, and then i decided that i wouldnt, because that would just mean wasting more time. where i'm at, it seems a hell lot easier to look forward.

when i grow up, i want to be a music producer for r&b artistes! real ones. except the real ones produce their own. damn it

doobdoodoobdoob.