blown

home in the stone
cold to the bone
hot to the cone
moan alone

i admit i'm trying hard to numb my brain
doing my best to ease the pain
i admit i thought it to be easy
never thought it would leave me this shitty

its hard to notice your folly
and even harder to admit it
or rather
instead of using 'you'
its my folly i failed to see
and now theres nothing left to me

unchained
from the mountain tops but not from the depths of the sea

i AM stupid

what went wrong?
can't seem to put my finger on it

for a moment i was mesmerized

but i'd try not to get distracted

not as bold

got lost in the flow and dealt with a blow
now i'm left out here in the cold